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Category Archives: ON SUFFERING
Unhooking from the bumper (On forgiving) part one
(Another small random piece of the Memoir…) We cannot go back and undo the damage of yesterday, but we can undo the damage it is causing today. We do that with the act of forgiveness. Steve Arterburn We must develop … Continue reading
My Darth Vader mask… (part two)
Back to the transplant… It takes three months to go through it and another three months to recuperate from it. It’s really rather grueling. They overdose you with chemo, collect your stem cells and freeze them. Then they chemo you … Continue reading
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Tagged bone marrow transplant, cancer, chemo, chemotherapy, Darth Vader, HASMAT mask, multiple myeloma
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My Darth Vader mask… (part one)
It is not true that God wants to teach us something in our trials: through every cloud he brings, he wants us to unlearn something. His purpose in the cold is to simplify our belief until our relationship to him … Continue reading
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Tagged Acts 16:25, allergic reaction, cancer, chemo, chemotherapy, fear no evil, multiple myeloma, Oswald Chambers, Psalm 23
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“Jobian”…
[Another random selection from the memoir I'm finishing up...] We ignore the ambiguity that accompanies our finitude, and thus we claim to know what we can’t know. We reduce the unfathomable complexity of the cosmos to the capacity of our … Continue reading
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Tagged Anne Lamott, faith, faith in God, faithfulness of God, Gregory Boyd, mystery, suffering, the book of Job, wonder
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Fall risk…
I get up. I walk. I fall down. Meanwhile, I keep dancing. Hillel I was pushed back and about to fall but the Lord helped me. Psalm 118:13 “To him who is able to keep you from falling and to … Continue reading
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Tagged 1 Corinthians 10:12, cancer, Hillel, hospital, Jude 24, neck surgery, Psalm 118:13, WWJD
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Hell and hilarity in the hospital (part two)
[Here's another piece from the memoir I'm preparing to publish soonish... Hope you'll read the whole thing when it's ready.] Another time, during the transplant I got pretty sick and was sentenced to a week in an isolation room in … Continue reading
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Tagged bone marrow transplant, cancer, chemo, chemotherapy, Myeloma, nurses, Patch Adams, Robin Williams, Stanford Hospital
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Hell and hilarity in the hospital (part one)
A cheerful heart is good medicine, but a crushed spirit dries up the bones. Proverbs 17:22 I have a newfound respect for anyone who works with the sick and infirmed. I can think of about three hundred careers that I … Continue reading
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Tagged cancer, chemo, chemotherapy, coping with humor, hospital gowns, hospitals, medical profession, Myeloma, nurses, Proverbs 17:22, suffering
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Not fair! (part two)
When I lived with Bob and Jean I noticed that they routinely pray for parking places – and pretty much everything else, from good deals on tomatoes at Safeway to revival in America. As for revival, since there are other … Continue reading
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Tagged cancer, healing, human suffering, Myeloma, prayer, why me?
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Not fair! (part one)
Once we discover that God has joined our tears and can be moved with compassion, the world becomes a very unpredictable place. M. Craig Barnes Friend, I am not being unfair to you… Don’t I have the right to do … Continue reading
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Tagged cancer, chemo, chemotherapy, Luke 17:10, Matthew 20:13, Myeloma, not fair, why me God?
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“Dad, we gotta get us some tattoos!”
When the handwritten message on the wall became clear that our marriage was finished before we actually crossed the finished line (the “till death do us part” part), I was in such emotional turmoil I wanted to put some distance … Continue reading
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Tagged Benaiah, divorce, grand canyon, memoir, Proverbs 12:15, spring training, tattoos
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